My favourite damn disease

My favourite damn disease

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(no subject)

[Aug. 29th, 2009|01:14 pm]

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I am feeling

cold

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i am moving.

http://joltblack.tumblr.com/

but i might come back here.
i going there test test first. ha.

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(no subject)	[Aug. 29th, 2009\|03:18 am]
things doesn't reciprocate. i miss you. so much. i really fucking do. omfg.
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(no subject)	[Aug. 28th, 2009\|03:47 pm]
i put "nobody" the song on repeat mode. blasting it in my ears and doing magazine flip book flash. quite fun quite fun. i still remembered dancing to it and videoing it. WAHAHAHA. FAR-NIE
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(no subject)	[Aug. 28th, 2009\|12:58 pm]
TIFF-NEH. I LOVE YOU. FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. I WILL PROTECT YOU LIKE A MOTHER. :D
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[Aug. 28th, 2009|12:16 pm]

[	I am feeling	\|	calm	]
[	Musik	\|	i'll take my chances.	]

i want to hold you and smoke by the window.

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[Aug. 27th, 2009|07:59 pm]

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I am feeling

calm

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i just watched an episode of avatar on okto. ):
i watched all already. with you.
now. i watch, alone.

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[Aug. 27th, 2009|02:41 pm]

[	I am feeling	\|	cheeky	]
[	Musik	\|	entourage	]

www.youtube.com/watch

this song makes me smile.
entourage.

I don’t need nobody else around, see 
Love the way ya compliment my style 
Though you may end up being my only girl 
Cause' when you’re with me, you’re my whole world 
Like when it’s just me and you, ha
Vibe is crazy between us two 
You’re my homie, my lover, indeed you’re my friend 
Now I’ve said this before, Imma say it again 

Now here is the situation 
I like what we’ve got happenin 
And I don’t want nothin comin in between both me and you 
And I’ll let you be lieutenant 
If you let me be captain 
Tell me if that’s cool 

Baby I want you to be my entourage 
(Superfly Chick) 
You can be my personal superstar 
(Superfly Chick) 
Shorty I want you to be my entourage 
If you want then we can take this very far 
(Superfly Chick)

You’re a star in your own right
At times you’ll steal the whole spotlight
I don’t mind, girl you’re fine, put a smile on my face
Besides who want a chick that no dude would chase
Sometimes I know you’re unsure
Wonder if this will endure
Don’t make me make a promise that I can’t keep
Cuz it’s cool how it is, let’s not complicate things

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(no subject)	[Aug. 27th, 2009\|01:50 pm]
Cause when i'm with you, there's no where else that i would ever wanna be.
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(no subject)

[Aug. 27th, 2009|12:38 pm]

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I am feeling

calm

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""IF YOU THINK THAT PHYSICAL FIGHTS ARE GOING TO FUCKING SOLVE EVERY DAMN TROUBLE, THINK AGAIN.
IF ITS GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER PERMANENTLY GO AHEAD.
CAUSE SERIOUSLY ITS A FUCKING CHILDISH GAME.
FUCKING GAME LA OKAY.
PHYSICAL HURT FUN IS IT, A FUCKING GAME ON FACEBOOK?!, THINK AGAIN.

AND YOU, YOU SHOULD GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT AND STOP SPROUTING RUBBISH ABOUT THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU.
THANK YOU!"

Tif showed me this................
hmmm..........

i do not think that physical fights are going to fucking solve every damn trouble. but yes it did make me feel better.
but it wouldn't have happened if she mind what the fuck she said.
childish meh? eh not funny ah your joke.

and tif did not lay her hands on aza.
I did.
if you want, come look for me.

& for your information, bernice is a piece of fucking shit who made two random person fight over her.

bernice chen, next time if you want to find some people to fuck up with, make sure you choose the right one. & better don't let me find out you contact tif again and spill your fucking lies to her and make it seem like you need her emotional support. it does make tif gag now.

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[Aug. 27th, 2009|10:26 am]

[	I am feeling	\|	tired	]
[	Musik	\|	do you know?	]

830am my mom dragged me out of bed. LITERALLY.
she has to go check up at KK. then i have to leave early with her so she could send me to work.
gosh i am damn fucking tired.
i'm having chocolate brownie for breakfast
nice only the brownie. hurhur.

do you know?
i think i will always miss you.
just always always miss you.
i will get over you, the day when i manage to find another you.
i'm going on fine now. just that you live in my thoughts, dreams and imagination.
i spend most of my life thinking about things. & i think you're the only one i think about the most ever since.
dreams turns out the opposite so ya. imagination only makes me day dream more and get emo.
it's like a fucking clock. it runs twenty four seven, whether you like it or not.
And whats worst, they don't let me rest or sleep or even close my eyes even when i'm very tired.
yes i would fucking wish to sleep. if it'll make me feel better living in my dreams.
do you know?

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(no subject)

[Aug. 27th, 2009|01:39 am]

[

I am feeling

blank

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1:39am.

goodnight.

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(no subject)

[Aug. 26th, 2009|02:13 pm]

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I am feeling

crazy

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this is who i want my next girlfriend to be....

Victoria beckham lookalike can. Jumius styled her and ya. she's one of the pictures i scanned yesterday because its part of his portfolio.

CREDITS

fashion director - jumius wong
model - belle, mannequin.

now i'm doing up jumius's website. omg she's so hot. and she looks like victoria beckham. GASPS!

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(no subject)

[Aug. 26th, 2009|11:12 am]

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I am feeling

blah

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2am late nights.
9am early mornings.
8hours work
5 hours leisure.

this is how i spend my 24 hours. everyday.
throughout the 24 hours, i miss you every minute.

i'm still falling in love with you after i've fallen so deep.
i don't know when will i ever EVER forget you.

xing tai ruan is so me now.

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(no subject)

[Aug. 26th, 2009|02:06 am]

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I am feeling

SLEEPY LIKE FUCK

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Too much oolong can kill.
i am having cramps cause of excessive consumption of oolong. very bad.
i know it'll be like this.
last time i had it once.
then it stopped.
now its back.
and i am having problems with my health.
& i dont know when i'm gonna go have a body check up.
i am going to sleep now.
goodnight world.
goodnight ugly freaky big lizards.
goodnight lil cute rats running around the garbage area searching for food.
goodnight cockroaches.
goodnight you.

& the song, xing tai ruan, has got me addicted. it makes so much sense.
and omg so nice okay. MUST listen.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlyYuXjhHhU here's the link.
now i'm in cheena mode listening to this on repeat mode. i'll get tired of it.
someday.

IMU.GOODNIGHT.

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[Aug. 25th, 2009|05:28 pm]

[	I am feeling	\|	i dont know my mood now.	]
[	Musik	\|	do you know	]

it's like i dont know her anymore, and i'm confused and paranoid and all that, i keep questioning and mindfucking myself, cause the person she is now, isnt the person i fell in love with, and i'm very much in denial, it's like whatever i had, whoever she was, whatever we were, were a distant dream and it never happened. & it scares the shit out of me. yes i miss her. but i miss the "her" that i fell in love with. not the "her" now but the "her", then.

& i cannot stop listening to "do you know"
i hum the song wherever i go.
when i was chilling with tif and mas just now.
when i am in the office.
when i'm walking home.
when i'm bathing.
and even when I'M BRUSHING MY TEETH. wth.

anyway i think i'm pretty smart at figuring initials. too smart sometimes also not good. HA! self praise.

http://www.omnomicon.com/rainbowcake
will you bake this for me?

( should i cut my hair?? )

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[Aug. 25th, 2009|04:03 pm]

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I am feeling

curious

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TIFF-NEH, YOU MAKE ALOT OF SENSE. TODAY. ONLY TODAY AH. YA. ONLY TODAY. HAHAHAHAHA.

JO - says: (3:52:32 PM)
i think what u said made sense
Tif Thom. wunderChild says: (3:53:49 PM)
i know right
Tif Thom. wunderChild says: (3:54:00 PM)
i should take over jesus
JO - says: (3:56:11 PM)
-_-

i said only today.

i just scanned 82 pictures. i want to die.

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(no subject)

[Aug. 25th, 2009|10:47 am]

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I am feeling

paranoid

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do you like somebody else? can you please tell me? it'll be easier for me.

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[Aug. 25th, 2009|02:07 am]

[

I am feeling

calm

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i came back late today. AGAIN. whats new. haha.
i met up with ber mas and azie in town for post birthday dinner.
had thai express.
ber had balls. HAHA
azie had like her noodles with 5 different chillis -_-
mas had the spiciest chicken i've ever tasted. gosh.
& i had beef noodles.
their beef macham kill the whole cow like that know.
too much until i felt like puking.
spins for a while then we went down to pasir ris park's something breeze to chill.
but azie left to commonwealth to fetch her sis and GOT LOST.
so ber mas and myself got so damn crazy laughing our asses off talking about year one.
and the letters ber gave me were hilarious.
i mean, read already like awwwwwwwww but thinking back like HAHAHAHAHAHA kind.
oh gosh i miss year 1.
we should meet every week man.
i had fun today (: at least it got my mind of stuffs.

oh wells. i'm going to bed soon.
goodnight people.

i can't sleep tonight again.
i just wish my paranoia isn't true.
i wish the person you were talking about is me.
but wishes doesn't come true no matter how many times you sit by the bed and wish upon a star. sibei FAIRYTALE. and fairytales are fake.
so, goodnight my dear girl, i miss you c. alot.

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(no subject)	[Aug. 24th, 2009\|04:57 pm]
I just saw a picture of you. I CANNOT TAKE IT. SO HOT FOR WHAT?! gosh.
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(no subject)

[Aug. 24th, 2009|04:26 pm]

[

I am feeling

crappy

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Its the 24th.
if we were still together.
it'll be our one year eight months.
i regretted not celebrating our one year seventh month.

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